Blissful Life

Author: akshay

  • Theory Question papers

    Been waiting to upload them all. Pharmacology microbiology forensic medicine. RS3, December 13

  • Crime & Mental illness

  • What I Learned From Deactivating Facebook for 83 days

    That it is not about the social network, it is about me.

    I had just one thing in my mind when I took a break – “focus on studying”.
    I thought facebook was the reason why I could not focus on textbooks, that I would automatically start doing better when I stop using facebook.

    And boy, was I not wrong?

    I started getting distracted by gmail!

    I started to read more of the email subscriptions I have, I started visiting more and more online magazines, reading through them, article after article.

    It only felt counterproductive.

    What was missing?
    Having eliminated what seemed to be the greatest distraction, I was still distracted, and I started wondering why. I decided to observe myself. And the results? Not surprising at all.

    I simply could not read more than a paragraph of my textbook without getting distracted. Either I would start thinking about something in the textbook. Or I would start thinking about my college. Or I would get a great new idea which will change the way world works. Or I desperately want to visit some random website on the internet.

    I simply could not read.

    But why?
    I don’t know.

    I know only one thing. That there is something wrong with my will. I have an obsessive disorder. I am addicted to distractions.

    If all goes right, I will come out of this. I will curb that incessant urge to be in the know about everything. I will learn how to ignore some of the unread notifications. I will learn how to archive some emails without going through them. I will learn how to even check email only in two slots every day.

    But I will still be spending hours to fix tiny errors on my blog template.

    I know. I am crazy.

  • Trapped in a Lucid Dream

    Note to subscribers: Sorry for all the irrelevant question papers I posted. That was just a way of saving them, and gaining some organic hits.

    So, it was pharmacology paper-2 today, and I think I had the longest night in my whole life today. Slept from 2:30 to 5 AM, and that’s all. (I know, it’s not new for some people out there. My friends had slept everywhere from 45 minutes to 5 hours)

    Anyhow, such intense sleep deprivation gave me the amazing chance of experiencing an awesome lucid dream. And read till the end, there’s a surprise. So, here’s how it goes.

    At 2:30 I set my alarm to 6 o’clock, and decided I’ll wake up at 5 o’clock. (I don’t like waking up to alarm. So, I keep the alarm tuned for a later time which I must absolutely get up at, and instruct my body to wake me up before that. I somehow end up waking between 5 & 6)

    And then, I was home all of a sudden. Talking to my dad, watching TV, etc. Suddenly I realize I was dreaming. And here’s what made it different – I couldn’t wake up! I tried pinching myself, but I just couldn’t open my eyes. Like I was stuck. I tried ringing my phone up, so that I’d be woken by the ringtone. But alas! Connectivity trouble inside the dream 😛
    So, I wrote down about this amazing lucid dream, and without wasting time, went on top of my house and jumped down.

    And then I woke up! 😀 I studied for a while, and went to write the examination.

    And then, I actually woke up in my bed, at around 3:30. Still having a long time before 5 o’clock, I went back to sleep.

    So, it was a lucid dream within a normal dream. The first one at my home was the second level dream, because it was really hard to come out of it. I felt like it took half an hour for me to come out of it. And the second one was the first level dream. Inception. Mind f***ed.

  • Pharmacology RGUHS question papers December 2012

    Try solving these

  • Microbiology question paper June 2013 paper 1 RGUHS RS3

  • December 2012 RGUHS RS3 microbiology question paper part 1

    Feel free to download all the images and use them. This is 2012, not tomorrow's paper 😀

  • Pathology paper 2 RS 2&3 RGUHS 2013 December question paper 2nd year. Second phase

    Okay, I've probably messed up the 10 markers

  • Anatomy paper 1 RS 2 RGUHS 2013 December question paper

    My roommate says this one was easy too.

  • Pathology Paper 1 Final exam RS2, RS3 2013 RGUHS 2nd year

    An easy one